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Blame EP

by The Levitated

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1.
Crutch 00:43
i am mister misfortune i'm a talking tragedy low spirited, i lack a grin distressed, dismal, in grief no one hears when i weep i think that i'm just weak thoughts keeping me from sleep i think i'm in too deep unraveling eternal dusk life's only just begun tomorrow holds new hope i think the sadness won dig me out of this hole
2.
doing so many things for others and nothing for me has really taken its toll reaching out to other people for nothing in return has gotten old fuck it, forget about everything and there's nobody here to keep me company just me, myself and i and the air i breathe suffocating fuck me for caring about you fuck you for leaving me behind i'm undoubtly depressed in case you couldn't tell i'm sure you failed to notice people come and go as they please, but do they ever miss me? i know i need help, but it's hard to reach out when you're already in hell i'm living in it, basking in it so fucking used to it i'll never learn why do i bother caring about another when i don't care about myself? i don't care about myself i live a lethal life cataclysmic, ready to die and now i know your "promise", your "committment" didn't mean shit didn't mean shit
3.
i'm to blame all i feel is guilt i'm ashamed to live like this all i really miss is what i had but the pieces never fit my emotions never quit and i'm to blame
4.
Antipathy 03:23
this wasn't meant to be, this wasn't meant to be why me, why me? born into an angry, destructive family love is replaced with resent i am the walking target of torment i've become the symbol of grief i'm born dead, deadly born into all of this it wasn't meant to be, meant to be i'm clearly unwanted my candlelight fights off the darkness i have been given no power i am unwanted eat your fucking words the elders wear a facade, wear a facade why do they hide, why do they hide? i am this candid existence this downcast mood is solitude inescapable, no refuge what's it all look like on the outside? destroy your life, destroying mine could you take away all this pain? could you take it all away? away from me i'm born dead, deadly born into all of this it wasn't meant to be, meant to be i'm clearly unwanted my candlelight fights off the darkness i have been given no power i am unwanted
5.
i cannot stop what i'm meant to feel i cannot change what is truly real my thoughts are always changing, twitching, i am burning out nothing seems to phase me anymore and that scares me now so desensitized to everything and everyone i have lived to see tragedies and many more why is murder such a normal thing to read about? because we all know that everyone will stop breathing eventually so just live through the peaks, live through the valleys air, food, and water, we have all that we need i wish that this sadness wasn't always by my side i don't want to be down for the rest of my life i'd fight until the end of time for you through all of the heartless people that want me dead i hold the key to make everything better it's either i have half or nothing at all but either way, it's still a failing grade i cannot stop what i'm meant to feel i cannot change what is truly real my thoughts are always changing, twitching I am burning out nothing seems to phase me anymore and that scares me now so desensitized to everything and everyone i have lived to see tragedies and many more why is murder such a normal thing to read about? because we all know that everyone will stop breathing eventually so just live through the peaks, live through the valleys air, food, and water, we have all that we need for the land of the deceived and the home of the grave we'll blindly pledge our allegiance to the flag in a place where everyone doesn't give a shit about anyone or anything except themselves we aren't united, we are untied we are so selfish, waiting in line, so who's next to die? just fucking kill me the anticipation is killing me slowly anyway, so just end it now just end it now why even try, born to die i need to try, born to die
6.
dysphoria no drive to live, no love to give the sadness just sticks build my walls make damn sure no one can come in isolation exclude me from your thoughts remember what you were taught don't lean on me, i'll only fall apart these violent visions of choking myself out with a rope sight goes psycho collapse, collapse, collapse relax, relax, relax how do i relax? i just can't forget about the pain slowly rotting, slowly forgotten erase me, dim and fading i don't know why this is so hard i guess it's just one more thing for me to throw away leave me alone don't wake me up don't fucking wake me up a loser abusing himself destroying and damaging everything that i touch this lingering pain in my gut these thoughts in my brain won't go away they're taunting me, telling me "give up" who do i trust? dead to the world

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released January 22, 2016

Tracked / Mixed / Mastered / Engineered by Sam Bottner
Album Artwork by Carlos Cardenas (Half Jaw Designs)

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